Since February is the month people usually associate with love,
I kinda took time just to ponder upon this particular area of my life...
And I've came to realize that, its been so long...
Till the point that I kinda forgot..
How is it like to be in love again...

Walking around malls, seeing people in pairs,
I kept telling myself that, I've been there once.. Yeah, I have..
And it wasn't easy.. It never was...
Especially not the ending..
But for a moment, I knew how it felt like..
Regardless of who the person beside me was..
Nothing but a character...

It made me realize that.. In life...
We're all just looking for love...
Or rather to be loved...
I've heard it somewhere before, that the luckiest thing ever..
Is to love and be loved in return...

I can't deny the fact that i miss it all..
All the attention, the affection, the feeling of being wanted... Being needed..
All those, and maybe more...
Nowadays, just love itself aint enough most of the time..

We all need to step above ourselves, to be able to provide other things...
Besides love itself... For it to actually work...
And that's one of the reasons why I truly think that...
Love is loosing its place in the world...

Why should a person be judged by how (s)he looks, how much (s)he is earning
Before actually giving him/her the chance to step into our lives?
It's not what a person does that makes him who he really is..
It's not all about money, cars, social status, or even what he wears... who he hangs out with...
Does all that really matter when ur truly looking for a connection?

You know how it is like in the social world?
Where there are these invisible hierarchy dividing of people...
Which leads to thoughts like...
"Guys like me wouldnt even dream of going after girls like her"
I would love to be there the day all these invisible walls come crumbling down...
Which then again, I doubt will ever ever happen...

We're merely humans,
And human nature judges.. Every single one of us..
Oh, don't u dare say u don't!!!
It's a matter of fact..
Dun get me wrong, Im not denying that I dun..
Instead, I hate it that we all do..
I hate it that I do..

Love...
We fall in love all the time...
Worse part is, sometimes the people we love
Just forgot to return the favour...

"It hurts to love someone and not be loved in return, but what is the most painful is to love someone and never find the courage to let the person know how you feel..."

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