Unpredictability..
Wednesday, November 7, 2007
Very random last few days.. For starters, audrey had probs with shaun.. Well, technically not probs btw them, but probs tat involves them.. I dunno how to put it here..
I reli feel bad for her.. After so much, things wud actually turn up like this.. And to think tat i cant do much to help mend things up, i reli have nth to say...
But, to every1 out there, if ur reading this n u knw her, dun jump into conclusions.. There's so much more than wat it seems.. Its juz complicated..
To audrey, dun think too much anymore, maybe there's a reason things end up like this.. HE always have plans for us.. Things happen for reasons only HE knows.. Trust HIM.. :)
Today was a loooooooooong and confusing day.. i actually overslept this morning.. Alarm rang at 6, n i delay to wake up all the way till 845!!! By the time i got ready it was around 9.. (Btw, class is at 9) Took the 915 bus and reached campus at around 930.. To start things off, 1 of my classmate actually fell off the bus, (while she was trying to exit) and injured her leg.. Good thing nth serious..
I was practically running to class after helping Haifa n Salwa.. The best part was, i reached class7 around 935 and Mr Issah was nowhere to be found.. He onli came into class at around 10.. -.-''
Class got dragged on all the way till abt 115.. Rushed for lunch coz i have economics at 2pm..
I actually decided to try out the Iranian food today.. 10 bux per plate!!! Unbelievable..
But it was all worth it.. The chicken was huge!!! N it kept me filled up all the way till dinner..
I actually went out of economics b4 the class ended, couldnt take it anymore, was falling asleep in class.. Reli needed to go back n juz rest.. Came back at around 4, slept all the way till 630.. Then went up to A-07-10 to c the guys.. Went down, bungkus dinner n ate upstairs.. Then we went back down for ice cream.. It was me, Martin n Fadhil.. Then on the way we met Bolor.. (Mongolian name...) So she joined us for the walk to the convenience store n we had our ice cream.. Oh yah, they were talking abt swimming for the whole day, trying to decide actually when shud they go for a dip..
After the ice cream, we walked to the pool side, juz chilling.. And Bolor reli had the intention to go in.. She was like asking all of us to go, but none of us actually wanted.. It was like 830 tat time? haha..
Finally, she challenged me to dive in.. I counter by saying tat i will go in if she does.. Thinking tat she was in jeans n a long sleeve shirt, she wont actually do it.. Mana tahu she took it seriously, took off her jeans n terus masuk.. We were all shocked.. haha..
So i didnt had much of a choice, but to join her in, since we made a deal, n soon 1 by 1, all the other guys came in n joined us..
While swimming, i actually saw something wrong in her.. She was like all happy n cheerful in front of us, but she always try to be by herself n when she is, she looked down, as though something big reli happened to her..
i couldnt get it out of her though, kept asking her wats wrong.. she nvr wanna tell..
Haha, i gotta admit everytime the guys compliment my body, i feel good abt it.. All the hours at the gym finally paid off.. Ppl actually noticed my hard work.. :P Onli Martin who always say he's gonna get a better looking 1 compared to mine.. haha..
So here i am, in front of my laptop typing possibly the longest post ever this far, when its way past bed time.. ( its edi 325, n i have a class at 10.. )
Lately i juz have problem going to bed early.. Not tat im complaining..
Seemed like a fun day, but this void inside of me juz seems to get bigger n bigger.. I wonder why..
I've been trying to talk to you, Even though we have conversations everyday,I've been trying to reach you,Though you're just by my side.Listening To:
Westlife - You Make Me Feel