Meaningless Existance
Thursday, September 27, 2007
Never in my life i've ever come across such sad eyes. Took this pic during my last trip to Melaka. He's actually half-blind. Only 1 of his eyes are working.. (Yea, im refering to the horse as a "he", i juz cant use the word "it"). He was born out with only 1 functional eye.. And believe it or not tat saved his life. The owner (guy in yellow behind) said if he's born totally blind, they wud have shot him since he's useless to them.. Good thing he brought some money to the owner by winning small races in Melaka, or else God knows wat will happen to him.
To think tat even a horse's life cud end up so miserable, wat im experiencing aint tat bad.. Yes, we have different sets of problems.. But still, my "sufferings" is nothing compared to his.. He was fighting for his life by pleasing the guy who in the end of the day puts food in his bowl.. Talking abt food, according to the owner, the day we met them, he was edi on his 3rd day without food.. Seems tat he's going overweight..
I mean, c'mon, how overweight can u be until u have to stop feeding him for 3 days? To think of how cruel our race cud get...
Im not really myself today.. Came down with fever this afternoon.. Thank God i didnt pass out half way back here.. I was edi having problems even walking.. I duno wats wrong with me..
Anyways, its been a while since i fell sick, so its not surprising i actually wud since i havent been sleeping n eating well for the past 2 weeks..
Good thing it wasnt during exams..
Another week passes by, and as it does, i begin to wonder wat am i reli doing here.. This week for example, if u wud to compile the amount of hours i reli sat down n studied, i think i barely touched 3 hours.. Gotta stop slacking n get back my momentum.. Finals is like in 6 weeks or so.. Ever so close.. Not confident, reli...
Nex wednesday i'll be visiting the federal court of m'sia in putrajaya as part of our law field trip.. Juz wat i needed.. Cant take it any longer juz sitting in class, studying things tat i dun even know how it works in the outside world.. Semester 2 have been boring so far academic wise, besides accounts, because of the fact tat all we study is all theory n no application.. Unlike semester 1..
Though i know there r so many other bitter things out there to go through, i juz cant help but to lay down here n sulk on the bad things in life i've went through.. I know, wat i've been through is nothing compare to others.. Yea, c'mon, i mean how bad can a Uni student's life get rite? All we have to worry is abt assignments, lectures, tutorials and maybe bits of peer pressure and loneliness? Yea, aint bad at all...
We are who we wanna be
We are who we believe we are
We are who we think...
Listening to :
Marion Raven - For You I'll Die
Never in my life i've ever come across such sad eyes. Took this pic during my last trip to Melaka. He's actually half-blind. Only 1 of his eyes are working.. (Yea, im refering to the horse as a "he", i juz cant use the word "it"). He was born out with only 1 functional eye.. And believe it or not tat saved his life. The owner (guy in yellow behind) said if he's born totally blind, they wud have shot him since he's useless to them.. Good thing he brought some money to the owner by winning small races in Melaka, or else God knows wat will happen to him.
