Lost in a sea of faces
Wednesday, September 12, 2007
Mood swings today.. Ever since Martin start sulking coz of his probs, i also terjangkit..
Feeling guilty coz everytime i meet him, he would whine abt her not seeing him and how things are how they are now, and all i can do is juz sit dwn there and listen.. Can't advice much coz im a big failure in this field..
Thinking abt today, felt kinda happy n sad at the same time.. Happy coz i knw tat im not juz stuck with a specific group of ppl. Everywhere i go, there r ppl i knw.. N tats gud to knw.. Even simple things like going dwn for dinner, i can spot lots of familiar faces around.. Unlike sem1, this is so much different.. Or rather so much more fun... :D
To think of wat happened btw Prashanth n Jane, its scary actually.. To think that a few weeks ago they were still haging out, all lovely dovey n all, n today she actually doesnt even wan to c him.. How fast things cud turn around.. But at least the both of them r still single at the moment.. Tat i respect, it shows tat they were truthful to their own feelings.. They dint got together juz for the sake of getting together..
Felt so guilty tat after Jane replied me, i asked her who she was pula..
Coz Prashanth used my phone the previous day to sms her.. Mana tau she wud reply to my phone.. Some more so early in the morning.. I was like so blur, i pun reply to ask her who she was la.. Tiba tiba sms me asking me nt to juz hurt ppl n leave like tat..
Woke up later in the morning then onli teringat.. Kesian her.. Supposed to be turning a guy off, kena reply asking who is she pula... XD
Replied to apologize to her, thinking she wud be pissed off or something, wasnt counting on her replying me edi.. Good thing she did.. Haha..
Can't help this feeling inside of me,
Can't help but to feel lonely,
Don't get me wrong,
I have lots of friends,
I just don't have FRIENDS,
If u know wat i mean...
Not alone, just lonely...
Listening to :
The Click Five - Empty
