Emptiness.
Friday, September 21, 2007
Technically i have 14 more hours till my management paper.. After that i'll have a short break i guess.. Reli need to chill n juz get out of all these for a short while.. Not tat i dun wanna study though.. Its juz tat i reli need a break.. For the past 2 weeks everyday i've been going to class, trying to catch up with all the lectures, finish up all my tutorials, come back n start rushing for assignments.. Everyday i've been going through the same thing, stressing so much day after day.. Partly myself to blame coz i push some of my assignments till the last minute ler..
Juz finished law today.. Paper was tough.. Was forced to sit with a bunch of Iranian guys.. Thinking we cud help each other since the whole class din reli understand our lecturer's teachings.. In the end i became the source for all of them.. Asking me every single question.. Juz hope tat they didnt copy word by word or else i'll be in trouble.. One of them even passed his question paper to me n asked me to fill in 3 questions which have like 4 answers each.. Wats the point of travelling all the way here n spending all the money when u dun wanna study???
Tat point i juz couldnt take it anymore.. If 1 or 2 questions, its still ok for me, but this is too much.. I didnt care how he felt towards me, i juz shoved it back to him n walked away to hand in my answers..
Why do i still have this feeling in me???
Lonely, with noone to lean unto but You
Please kill this old flame inside of me...
I feel like a jerk for what i'm feeling right now..
Listening to :
Samsons - Kenangan Terindah
