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Time after time...

Thursday, August 30, 2007

:- This is how I look a year ago.. Together with Jowin n Ian.. Felt like its been so long.. Caught during Subang Rally '06... Compliments & Credits to Caxton for taking such amazing photos.. :D

Feeling philosophical today... Dun ask me why though.. Woke up at around 11 today, sat down on my bed, and suddenly all these thoughts juz flushed through my head.. Sat there for abt 15 mins juz staring into nowhere and juz going "woooooo...", "wahhhhhhh....", sound so retarded eh? maybe i shud re-phrase and say that im feeling idiotic today.. XD

When i got to myself, i noticed its edi 11.40 and im supposed to be taking the 12pm bus (since there's no 1pm bus n my class is at 2pm).. Tat time my hair was still out-of-bed style (literally), bag still empty, books still laying on my table, body still stinky, stomach still hungry... (i can go on and on... :P)

So i rushed myself to the toilet, mandi, mandi, mandi... Onli took abt 5 mins i think.. Then came back into my room, grabbed my books all together, stuffed it into my bag, and the i started thinking again.. If i wud to go to campus now, i will have to take my lunch there whish costs around 7 bux at least? Tat time its edi like 1155..

Oh, wat the heck, i'll juz take the 2pm bus to class.. Not tat Mr Zalli is ever gonna be on time though... Tat way, i can have my 'economical' lunch back here in desa..

So here i am in front of my laptop posting this stupid post juz coz i have nth to do..

I've noticed 1 thing though.. Yesterday when Martin went back, I was planning to spend my time packing up for today n not going up to his unit n hang out with Prashanth n Fadhil.. Tat was the so called "plan" la.. I finished my management group meeting at around 9.. Went up to put my stuff, came all de way back down to ta-pao dinner (Burger ayam double with xtra mayo!!!), came back up n sat in front of the tv and tats where i got stuck to for the next 4 hours.. Suddenly i noticed our national tv actually shows programs tat are actually watch-able.. XD

Trippin' was all abt drifting yesterday, then there was grey's anatomy and after tat tv2 was showing Lord of The Rings, (wonder why wasnt I interested in tat show last time???)..

By the time i finished watching, its edi 1 something.. came back into my room, went on9 for a while.. replying testi(s) n messages.. went to bed at around 3 i think..

It's edi 12.15, now debating whether or not i shud go dwn n get my lunch now.. I wonder how did last nite's burger last until now??? Haha.. Oh!! I forgot i gulped dwn half a packet of koko crunch while i was watching tv last nite.. Patutlah... XD

Random thoughts : Was juz thinking abt the new Proton Persona.. If u ask me, i wud call it Gen. 2 -2. Erm, tat didnt made any sense.. Wait! Gen. 2 version 2! Ahhh!!!

Its the exact same thing as the Gen.2 except for an extended ass.. Hahahahahaa...

But its a good thing in a way though.. Besides the fact tat it looks like something we're all used to, its very very cheap.. Its abt the price of a Wira.. And there's room for a rear spoiler!!!

Haha.. Another car on my list o potential modify-able cars...

Proton is best at coming out cheap cars for us wannabes to mod without spending a fortune.. Haha..

But the new Persona totally shows our M'sian level of creativity.. Seriously.. Tats the furtest they can go.. Get a cool new design? Lets remake it and call it something else!! XD

Tomorrow I will be going to Melaka.. For 3 days.. Reli hope i can enjoy the best i can there.. Coz when i come back, its gonna be intensive studying all the way.. Mid term is in 2 weeks!!!

Ahhhh... N i havent read a single chapter!!! Ish.. Wat was i doing all this while???

Listening to :

Thank You God - FGA USJ Youth Band

UTAR Convocation Day

Tuesday, August 28, 2007

Supposed to post these up like after the event, but never reli had the time to do so.. Spent time rushing my management assignment which i push off all the way till this week.. Thinking it's due next week i can spare the time.. Mana tau the others in the group wanna edit it 2moro.. Haha..

Alright, abt that day... Woke up at abt 8 i think.. (Pada hal alarm at 6... :P) Was so blur tat morning.. Didnt had enough sleep. Couldnt sleep.. Haha.. Getting 'not-use' to my hse pula.. XD So we went off, 1st stop at Petaling Street, to pick up flowers for Milcah.. Dang! Petaling Street has this beautiful feeling in the morning.. Dunno how i put it.. U shud try it urself.. 9am at Petaling Street.. haha.. Mom got this real cool bouquet (how to spell ar? XD) of roses together with this real cute Pooh on top.. haha.. XD Then we started our journey to Wisma MCA.. Somewhere in the middle of KL.. So we reached there and we waited for her to finish her majlis inside.. By then we edi met Ah Q n family, together with po po n all, and also Brandon, mom n dad...

Abt 11 something i think we started to see ppl coming out, all wearing the 'topi empat segi'.. Haha.. Then Milcah came out, she was like ever so hyper n all... came to us and started talking talking talking non stop.. Dah lah originally diri dia sgt hyper.. Tat day even worse wei!!! haha.. like high somethin.. :P So we were hanging out outside the building, taking pics n all.. Sad to say tat onli part of the family was there.. Since things edi turned out this way, cant expect much though... After tat we drove all the way to Lake Titiwangsa, somewhere near The Eye.. Seriously speaking, tat place is juz beautiful... Perfect place for out "photo-shooting".. XD Nth much to say abt things there though, coz we were like continue tangkap-ing photos, nth dramatic happen.. Haha.. Oh yah! There was once when Brandon was holding the cam, so ngam got ppl call him.. He was like half way taking photos with his hands, half way talking on his handsfree.. Some more talking abt work stuff.. So cool wei.. Haha...

After tat, we went to my grandparents' place to take pic with my grandpa.. Good thing his mood was very good tat day.. Siap pakai Milcah's grad suit and all... He looked freaking cute!! haha.. After tat, we went out for lunch.. Went to Wangsa Maju.. Some typical chinese restaurant.. The food was great though.. They had this dish they call "The 4 heavenly Kings".. Sounds so grand rite? Its actually 4 different types of veggie all in 1 dish.. There was long beans, petai, brinjals, and the other 1 im not sure.. haha.. While eating lunch, i just cant help but to stare in amaze.. Coz honestly, i nvr thought i could see all of us, actually sit dwn together for a meal.. Never in my mind..After all tat happened.. Well, its a good thing though.. :D

:- Fresh UTAR Grad.. :P

:- Milcah N Me...

:- Milcah with the kids... (not her kids ya! XD)

:- Mom, Dad (trying out the suit) n myself..

Listening To :

911 - Don't Make Me Wait

Coherence...

Friday, August 24, 2007

Feeling really random today... A litle bit of everything seems to be my agenda.. Started off the day a little bit slow.. Alarm rang at 630 but i onli woke up at 730, goodness!
I guess life over here is changin by the day... Tats the result if u go out n actually c the world.. or rather the ppl.. Came 2 college alone, (Martin overslept... i wonder y... :P) went straight to class coz i was edi late. But then it was empty.. Maybe i forgot i was actually studying in limkokwing.. Only 15 later ppl actually started coming in..

Allison today was ever so hyper... acting kiddy n all.. and supposedly she dint catch enough sleep the previous nite.. ish.. oh yah, for those of u who r blur, she is my english lecturer.. XD
A very young lady, only in appearance i guess... Inside her, she's like some1 my age.. I mean seriously! If she was my age, i think i would even get attracted to her.. Gosh, wat am i saying??? XD

I actually caught this picture when i was in the bus.. A few days back.. dint knw i cud take such a photo.. haha.. kinda liked it very much..

oh yah! net in my hostel got cut off.. im not sure if i can top up n continue using though.. but i heard frm a fren they're still selling the top up cards.. hopefully ler.. or else everyday i gotta carry my laptop all the way to college.. I need it desperately for my assignments.. Management
im doing this report on Maslow's theory.. ( duno how am i gonna reach up to 1000 words ). Econs i have to do a survey i guess coz the question asks how shud the price of a can of coke increase based on supply n demand.. haihz haihz..

Tomorrow i'll be going dwn to kl.. For Milcah's convocation.. i wonder how wud it be..
Till now i still duno wat to wear on the day.. She asked me to wear formal and all, but then i feel like wearing juz a simple striped shirt with jeans.. tats called semi-formal izit? or not..? dunno...
i mean at least after tat, can still wear the same outfit n walk around kl without being over-dressed.. haha.. (guys will always be guys...)

Hopefully can make it back in time at night.. Then maybe can plan with Wil for another round of intensive ID!!! haha.. an 18 year old still addicted to the arcade.. kira ok edi leh.. tat day me n Wil met this guy, he was wearing a shirt with the Sunway logo.. Playing with us some more.. Ingatkan he's studying there or wat.. So after the game, we asked him, he said he's actually working in Sunway!!! and he is like going to touch 30 edi!!! and he was acting like a 17 year old!!! serious!!! XD on the way we were walking, the way he talk, the way he walks.. aduih!!!

I got like 3 assignments due in 3 weeks, n nex week im might be going to melaka.. how am i gonna finish it up??? haihz..

Thank You God... - FGA USJ Youth Band

Tuesday, August 21, 2007

Even though I surrender
Even though I have failed
Even though my wall falls
You were always there

Even when I am lonely
Even when I'm in pain
You were here by my side
You were always there

Lord, You've given me
More than I can imagine
And I will dance and sing
To the glory of Your Name

I wanna thank You, God
For all the things You've done
For all the things You've given me
More and more each day

Guide me, Lord
As I walk Your way
By Your grace and Your mercy, Lord
For all my days

For all the times You have kept me
For all the times i survived
For all the promises given
You were always there

For all the smiles that we savour
For all the laughs that we shared
For the happiest times
You were always there

*A beautiful song written and played by FGA USJ's Youth Band...

Labels: Thank You God FGA USJ Youth Band

Net cutting off soon... Goodbye civilization...

Tuesday, August 14, 2007

I dun even knw if i can post this last post up by the time i finish typing.. Desaria Management decided to cut their tie with GoLightSpeed, the net service provider here.. haihz haihz..

Dah lah assignment all coming in.. How to do research like tat???

Hopefully they'll bring in TMnet.. And hopefully they'll bring it in fast.. ish...

Today my acct lecturer finally arrived.. Came back frm Botswana n today was officially our 1st class with him.. Dang, he's so good in wat he does.. Though he got tat african accent in his english, but his xplanation is perfect.. Flawless.. Good thing he's kinda funny also.. Or else, i'll be falling asleep in acct.. His example of sistem barter was trading a cow for a wife... Hahahaha.. Wat the heck..

Haihz.. still cant get the fact tat net is gonna get cut off soon to sink down in me.. I mean, besides hanging out with prashanth n the rest, the net was my onli entertainment.. And of course source for information for studies la.. XD Good thing Martin's unit got PS2.. Can sneak up there to release stress.. Hehez..

Sebelum mengundur diri, izinkan saya 'share-kan' serangkap pantun yg tidak seberapa ini...

In the presence of grief,
Joy isn't totally absent,

You'll just have to go and seek it,

For what seeked, will eventually be found.

*Even in the worst moments when we're sad, happiness can always be found if only we choose to seek. Life would be meaningless if one keeps grieving abt something tat is out of control. Even if it means to being stupid and just going nuts, its worth it, because at the end of the day, how we feel when we go to bed determines how we feel when we wake up..

Another sick day in Limkokwing... and Desaria...

Thursday, August 9, 2007

>>My whackjob friend starring at God knows wat...<<

Aduih.. After so long never post edi.. Since class started never reli had the time to sit down in front of the computer and juz type and type and type.. or rather i didnt have the mood.. if u knw wat i mean.. haha.. XD

Guess wat? I shifted my timetable frm group A to group B... (yea, i knw it has nth to do with u guys.. "guess wat" added juz to make it more drama.. ) So, yea i shifted.. Main reason coz A's time table kinda hectic.. Everyday morning class.. Now in group B at least Management is in the afternoon.. And if i get exempted frm English, Fridays i wud onli have Law in the evenings...

Today was my 1st in group B.. kinda crowded, more ppl than A actually..
So, we started off with Management.. Unfortunately, whether ur in group A or in Group E, ur stuck with the same lecturer for those combined classes.. There's nth u can do abt it..

So, abt this Management lecturer... I can confidently say tat he's the only person i knw in my life tat cud drift away so far frm his main topic.. He started xplaining abt Global management, then he started drifting and drifting and DRIFTING all the way to snow falling in London and tsunami(s).. I seriously dunno how he does it.. Oh yah, he even told us the origins of chopsticks.. According to the story he told, it seems tat chopsticks originated frm Malacca... -.-'''

Tomorrow i'll knw whether or not i'll get exempted frm English this sem... Kinda nervous.. Like Martin said, its like claiming our SPM results.. Oh yah, btw.. Martin failed his English placement test.. Hahahahahhahahahaha.. For ur info, the placement test frm semester 1 is EXTREMELY EASY... kinda like std 6 or form1 english i muz say.. but for his benefit, the trick is u have to get 80/100 to get exempted ler.. To think of it, i took the test ever so seriously.. Thinking it was going to be xtremely tough.. Tat was sem1.. Haha.. Came to sem2.. i never prepare at all whatsoever for the exemption test.. When i got the paper, i got shocked.. The footer says tat it was frm Cambridge.. A 1998 paper.. Open up and i didnt understand 3 quarters of the 1st essay.. Let it alone answer the questions.. Haihz haihz..

It'll be a miracle if i get exempted...

Im actually in the student lounge downstairs now.. thx to martin.. kononnya he wans to come down n study la.. brought his accounting tutorials all down.. got 3 of them i think.. 40 mins later he's still stuck in his 1st tutorial.. (funny thing, he started having all kinds of tutorials edi, n i dun even have 1 yet.. till now.. so weird huh..

Yesterday the whole of desaria (hostel) went berserk.. Was in the hall chatting with Audrey, then decided to walk to the balcony for some fresh air... Saw everything that led to the whole thing.. It all started out with a guy pushing a girl into the pool.. (tat time was around 12.30am if im not mistaken).. then guys around the pool started shouting, cheering for them.. then the gal came out, trying to hide her face frm every1 (by this time, most ppl r edi out on their balcony looking down).. She ended up pushing the guy into the pool oso.. Tat is when every1 went totally berserk.. Ppl started screaming, shouting, cheering them on.. The whole condo was very very noisy at that time.. Almost every1 came out to their balcony.. Then there were groups around the pool going crazy, doing stupid stuff..

Soon the guards came out, trying to gain back control.. Took out their 'sticks' and started ancam-ing to hit those ppl down there.. It looked so serious.. Like some riot or something.. There were even firecrackers thrown out of block C.. Then some idiot lid up a lighter n started spraying aerosol towards it.. Looked like a flamethrower frm where i was watching.. (Tsk, Malaysians...) After some time, the management cut off our power.. Whole condo blacked out.. It was like we were at war.. (Trust me, it was tat bad.. But kinda fun at the same time.. :P) They kept it off for abt half an hour.. Till every1 went back to their unit..

Finally, peace n quiet again..

Dang, im staying in a real sick hostel...