Im sorry Ling..
Tuesday, May 29, 2007
Previous post was crap... It wasnt wat i reli wan to say.. Besides the part of me coming here..
Wat i reli wanted to share was how i reli felt inside of me..
I duno y every single time i get this silly feeling inside of me...
Its nth tat u did.. Its all me.. Im sorry...
Its juz tat, this morning when i woke up...
The 1st person who called u was him..
N last nite, he was the 1 who wanted to bring u out..
Today, in sch, u were with him..
Im not blaming u....
I know u.. i trust u....
But i juz have this silly feeling inside of me..
The whole day today, i kept telling myself not to think abt it.... He may have it, but i know in ur heart there's onli me..
Everything was ok..
Until when ur laptop started sound-ing from msn...
And when i open up there was 2 other guys wanting to chat to u....
It juz hit me in the heart...
Then later, when he came online... from school...
and he said that ur with him at the moment..
Again, I felt this ache inside..
i duno how to explain..
Its like i trust u..
But outside there, there are so many others after u...
I juz feel insecure..
I feel scared...
Im jealous..
Im reli sry for being like this...
Im rei reli sry..
Its all me..
And this stupid 2nd voice inside of me..
That tells me things tat are not true...
Im sry Ling...
