Im sorry Ling..
Tuesday, May 29, 2007
Previous post was crap... It wasnt wat i reli wan to say.. Besides the part of me coming here..
Wat i reli wanted to share was how i reli felt inside of me..
I duno y every single time i get this silly feeling inside of me...
Its nth tat u did.. Its all me.. Im sorry...
Its juz tat, this morning when i woke up...
The 1st person who called u was him..
N last nite, he was the 1 who wanted to bring u out..
Today, in sch, u were with him..
Im not blaming u....
I know u.. i trust u....
But i juz have this silly feeling inside of me..
The whole day today, i kept telling myself not to think abt it.... He may have it, but i know in ur heart there's onli me..
Everything was ok..
Until when ur laptop started sound-ing from msn...
And when i open up there was 2 other guys wanting to chat to u....
It juz hit me in the heart...
Then later, when he came online... from school...
and he said that ur with him at the moment..
Again, I felt this ache inside..
i duno how to explain..
Its like i trust u..
But outside there, there are so many others after u...
I juz feel insecure..
I feel scared...
Im jealous..
Im reli sry for being like this...
Im rei reli sry..
Its all me..
And this stupid 2nd voice inside of me..
That tells me things tat are not true...
Im sry Ling...
Sem1 Over!!! Another step towards the world...
My first post after so long..
So, i juz got through the 1st sem for my foundation year... Thinking abt it, time passed ever so fast when im here... its as though last monday was juz yesterday... (trying to make a point here.. :P) This time, college will be out for 2 months until the beggining of nex sem (which will be late july)... Wat shud i do in this 2 months???
1st n foremost, definitely go take my L and P.. Rite after i get my dad's approval... Haihz.. Finally.. After so long..
Ppl edi can drive i undang also haven take.. ish ish...
Well, maybe i shud find a job huh.. or else, sitting around for 2 months doing nth.. besides taking undang and P... But then, kinda lazy ler.. haha...
This thursday results out!!! Tat's the day after tomorrow.. Haihz haihz.. Reli hope to do well... Sick n tired of being juz an average student.. Guess this is the time for me to excel in.. Hopefully i wont dissapoint any1... Coming all the way here is a mile stone in my life.. Parents have to go through so much juz for me to earn a decent degree over here.. Everytime i go back, i feel guilty.. For being such a burden to them.. YES, they are my parents and it is their duty to provide me with all these.. But then, juz looking and listening to the tales everytime i go back, it breaks my heart...
I promise i'll do well here..
I promise i'll give it my best..
Tats the best I can do..
Like the Great Wilson Choo always say... DANG!!!
Now im reli reli addicted to Initial D.. ARGH!!! cant wait to go bac to continue..Next Monday that is.. Another aimless race among 2 man-made machines around some twisty trails along some mountain in Japan.. How crazy is that coming to think about it????
Anyways, i still love this great game.. Thx to SEGA... (wats up with me?????)
Like i said, can't wait to once agian push my evoIV to the limits on Iro...
Get ur 86 ready Wil!!! :P
